I Am Tired!

Some things you can't control

I am tired

Please

Give me some strength to go through this

I wanna cry but there's no more tears

I wanna let it out but I dunno where to start

This thing in my chest starting to kill me from the inside

I find my own happiness in my own way

I don't mess with somebody else's life

Was it wrong?

You asked me what I want

But you laughed when I told you what I want

Thank you

I guess I don't deserve anything 

 I've been trying to satisfy everyone

Can't you pretend that you are happy for me?

At least for a minute

Dear GOD

Please help me

Don't leave me

I'm begging YOU

I need YOU by my side

Please...