I Am Tired!

Some things you can't control

I am tired

Please

Give me some strength to go through this

I wanna cry but there's no more tears

I wanna let it out but I dunno where to start

This thing in my chest starting to kill me from the inside

I find my own happiness in my own way

I don't mess with somebody else's life

Was it wrong?

You asked me what I want

But you laughed when I told you what I want

Thank you

I guess I don't deserve anything 

 I've been trying to satisfy everyone

Can't you pretend that you are happy for me?

At least for a minute

Dear GOD

Please help me

Don't leave me

I'm begging YOU

I need YOU by my side

Please...

Apabila Umur Meningkat 23 Tahun

29 October 2010

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Tua lagi setahun (What the hell?)
Oh tahun ni sensitif sikit dengan word TUA ok
Sebab asyik kena ejek dah tua je. Bahah.
Bodoh tau sapa yang ejek kita dah tua. Tak baik. Babab! Haa.
Korang pun bukannya makin muda, makin tua jugak :D


Untuk birthday, aunty kita belanja makan.
TQ! Muah sikit. Hehe.

 Epp, mata stim *malu*

Kami tau kami comel ;)

 Bagus baca doa dulu

 Terserlahkan kecomelan kami?

 Nyum! Nyum!

 Auw!

 Potong cake, tiup lilin kat rumah :)

 2nd Celebration



 
Tambah lagi sorang baby Nael celebrate birthday!

TQ so much :')

A Piece Of My Secrets

You asked what is it that I like about you

My answers..

Your voice

Your kindness

The way you care

Do I have to mention it all?

...

You asked me do I feel unhappy when you're not around

My answers..

No I don't

But I can feel something's missing

Like I wish you were there

You will always do the talking

I will always do the listening

Because it's your voice that I wanna hear every time

You keep saying you missed my smile when I'm not around

So I keep smiling whenever I see you

Hoping that you won't miss it again

You don't know the fact that I don't really like chocolate

But I like it damn much when it's from you

Hehe

If you said it's my smile that made you happy

I'll say it's everything about you that made me smile

Just a Lil' Jealous..;)

There's a melody in my head.
I haven't stop humming it since I saw your face.

You can always tell when 2 people are best friends.

They're always having way more fun
than it makes sense for them to have.

 

I want to be able to say something stupid & not to worry about it.

Being real plain & simple.

Pillow fights or throw balloons at each other.

He'll give me ice cream & then shove it in my face.
He wants to know exactly what's being said 
Every time I talk to another boy 

Because he "Just wanted to make sure nothing's going on."

2 minutes, 20 hours, or 2000 miles.
The distance doesn't matter because the love is just the same.

 

You're always the first I noticed in a room full of guys.

 

Friends can't believe I'm with him.

Always telling me how retarded he is.
You know what? He is.
He acts like a child & drives me up the wall.

I wish they could see him through my eyes.
10 seconds in my shoes and they'd be crazy about him too.

 

I'm a jealous girl.

Of course I am.

With a guy like him, how could I not be? (",)

New Barber In Town

Pada satu malam yang bosan di rumah..
Berkumpullah 3 beradik dalam bilik.
Sorang ni main-main dengan handphone, sorang berguling-guling atas katil, lagi sorang main rambut depan cermin. 

Cuba teka siapa tengah buat apa? (Kau ni suka bagi ayat yang orang pening nak baca tau). Maaf lah ye. Teehee.

Ok. Sambung cerita.

Lepas bosan main-main rambut, I tiba-tiba jerit 'Nak potong rambut!!!!!'. Ha, sekarang dah dapat jawapan siapa yang main rambut depan cermin tuh?:p Dan tiba-tiba terus si abang volunteer nak tolong potongkan rambut.

Erk? Mampu ke mamat nih? Terbenak sekejap di hati. (Terbenak? Ayat apa kau bagi nih ha?). Tapi sebab percayakan si abang, maka si adik merelakan rambutnya dipotong. Belum cuba belum tau kan. Lagi pun kalau suruh dia gunting, boleh demand-demand sikit nak pesen rambut macam mana. Kalau pergi salun, tiba-tiba jadi pemalu pulak kan. Barber tuh bagi tobek rambut pun kau cakap lawa. Bahah!

 

Cuba tengok muka control barber tuh. Tak boleh blah ye.  

Kesian I kena marah tau sebab tak duduk diam. Sobs.

Customer dia jugak yang mesra alam (Takde siapa nak tengok muka kau lah. Perasan je.)

Itu aktiviti si abang a.k.a barber.

Si adik yang sengal pulak buat apa?

Bodoh tau dia nih. Hahahaha.

Tengok bawah!

 Hasil kerja tangan Daniel Omar (Made of sisa rambut I dan cebisan kertas)

Tu lah dia kalau dah species terlebih rajin dan otak kreatif sangat.

Lepas hampir 2 jam (lama gila kau potong rambut aku barber oi), akhirnya siap jugak. Tu baru sesi potong je. Nasib baik dia shampoo sekali. 

Duh! Nikmat! Bahah.

TAPI...

Kena basuh rambut sendiri T_T

Tak guna punya barber. Biar customer terkontang-kanting dengan penuh shampoo di kepala. Hish.

Finally!!! Settle semuanya!!!

Nak tengok apa dah jadi pada rambut saya?

Gugugugu.. 

Cantik tak? Cantik tak? Cakap cantik cepat.

Terima kasih kepada hairstylist baru saya (Eceh, nak ayat 'hairstylist' kan) di atas dandanan awak itu.

Sekian. Tata. Muah.

Time is Love

Let the person you care know bout how much you love them.

Because...

They won't really know what you feel.

As TIME passing you by, LOVE follows.

It might STAY with you if you take the chance.

It will LEAVE if you do nothing and let it slip away.

The moment you realize of what you just lost, it's UNREACHABLE.

It's TOO LATE. 

You Can't Turn Back Time.

Eceh. Mood loving lah pulak kau.

Bagi spoil page blog nih je. Bahah!

Good Nite :)

P/S : Sedap pulak tengok dorang makan maggi T_T!

Psst! Listen!

FUN is so much FUN! Hehe

 I like to have fun. We all do, aren't we?

If you knew me well, you'll know I never take things seriously.

I do what I want.
I won't care what people's gonna say.

As long as I'm not threatening somebody else life.

Everybody has their own right to do whatever they want.

Didn't we?;)

Oh, talking bout right..

It's my right if I wanted to keep certain things private.

I don't categorized myself as an attention seeker.

Because I'm keeping most of my secrets save with me.

I could say bout 80% of my story is still undiscovered by anyone?:)

Even by the closest person.

Proud of myself! Bahah.

I don't think it's a necessity to let people know what's on my mind.

Talking too much might be a mistake sometimes. Hehe.

Lessons learned! *Winks*

I made so much mistakes throughout my life that I regretted.

That I wish I could turn back time and undo it.

But hey, look on the bright side!

I did fall. Even worst than you think I do.

I don't blame anyone, but myself for the mistakes i made.

I was in so much pain. More than you could imagine.

But I manage to get back up.

Thinking that no one's gonna help me if I don't help myself first.

I'm glad I made mistakes.

For I learned and I grew up to be a better person.

Love? 
One mistake I made in the past.
Let's give it a rest at the moment.
Being with someone for 5 years doesn't promise you a happy ending.
I guess.
Don't push me to fall in love or to be with someone.
It doesn't work that way. In fact, I hate it.
I will when I'm ready.
I'm more than happy with the way I am now. 

So here I am.
I'm YOUNG. I'm SINGLE. I'm FREE. And I'm having FUN!

They say 'Live Life To The Fullest!' *Thumbs Up*

...

So let the secrets remain secrets shall we?

At least for me..;)