I Am Tired!

Some things you can't control

I am tired

Please

Give me some strength to go through this

I wanna cry but there's no more tears

I wanna let it out but I dunno where to start

This thing in my chest starting to kill me from the inside

I find my own happiness in my own way

I don't mess with somebody else's life

Was it wrong?

You asked me what I want

But you laughed when I told you what I want

Thank you

I guess I don't deserve anything 

 I've been trying to satisfy everyone

Can't you pretend that you are happy for me?

At least for a minute

Dear GOD

Please help me

Don't leave me

I'm begging YOU

I need YOU by my side

Please...

Apabila Umur Meningkat 23 Tahun

29 October 2010

...

Tua lagi setahun (What the hell?)
Oh tahun ni sensitif sikit dengan word TUA ok
Sebab asyik kena ejek dah tua je. Bahah.
Bodoh tau sapa yang ejek kita dah tua. Tak baik. Babab! Haa.
Korang pun bukannya makin muda, makin tua jugak :D


Untuk birthday, aunty kita belanja makan.
TQ! Muah sikit. Hehe.

 Epp, mata stim *malu*

Kami tau kami comel ;)

 Bagus baca doa dulu

 Terserlahkan kecomelan kami?

 Nyum! Nyum!

 Auw!

 Potong cake, tiup lilin kat rumah :)

 2nd Celebration



 
Tambah lagi sorang baby Nael celebrate birthday!

TQ so much :')

A Piece Of My Secrets

You asked what is it that I like about you

My answers..

Your voice

Your kindness

The way you care

Do I have to mention it all?

...

You asked me do I feel unhappy when you're not around

My answers..

No I don't

But I can feel something's missing

Like I wish you were there

You will always do the talking

I will always do the listening

Because it's your voice that I wanna hear every time

You keep saying you missed my smile when I'm not around

So I keep smiling whenever I see you

Hoping that you won't miss it again

You don't know the fact that I don't really like chocolate

But I like it damn much when it's from you

Hehe

If you said it's my smile that made you happy

I'll say it's everything about you that made me smile

Just a Lil' Jealous..;)

There's a melody in my head.
I haven't stop humming it since I saw your face.

You can always tell when 2 people are best friends.

They're always having way more fun
than it makes sense for them to have.

 

I want to be able to say something stupid & not to worry about it.

Being real plain & simple.

Pillow fights or throw balloons at each other.

He'll give me ice cream & then shove it in my face.
He wants to know exactly what's being said 
Every time I talk to another boy 

Because he "Just wanted to make sure nothing's going on."

2 minutes, 20 hours, or 2000 miles.
The distance doesn't matter because the love is just the same.

 

You're always the first I noticed in a room full of guys.

 

Friends can't believe I'm with him.

Always telling me how retarded he is.
You know what? He is.
He acts like a child & drives me up the wall.

I wish they could see him through my eyes.
10 seconds in my shoes and they'd be crazy about him too.

 

I'm a jealous girl.

Of course I am.

With a guy like him, how could I not be? (",)

New Barber In Town

Pada satu malam yang bosan di rumah..
Berkumpullah 3 beradik dalam bilik.
Sorang ni main-main dengan handphone, sorang berguling-guling atas katil, lagi sorang main rambut depan cermin. 

Cuba teka siapa tengah buat apa? (Kau ni suka bagi ayat yang orang pening nak baca tau). Maaf lah ye. Teehee.

Ok. Sambung cerita.

Lepas bosan main-main rambut, I tiba-tiba jerit 'Nak potong rambut!!!!!'. Ha, sekarang dah dapat jawapan siapa yang main rambut depan cermin tuh?:p Dan tiba-tiba terus si abang volunteer nak tolong potongkan rambut.

Erk? Mampu ke mamat nih? Terbenak sekejap di hati. (Terbenak? Ayat apa kau bagi nih ha?). Tapi sebab percayakan si abang, maka si adik merelakan rambutnya dipotong. Belum cuba belum tau kan. Lagi pun kalau suruh dia gunting, boleh demand-demand sikit nak pesen rambut macam mana. Kalau pergi salun, tiba-tiba jadi pemalu pulak kan. Barber tuh bagi tobek rambut pun kau cakap lawa. Bahah!

 

Cuba tengok muka control barber tuh. Tak boleh blah ye.  

Kesian I kena marah tau sebab tak duduk diam. Sobs.

Customer dia jugak yang mesra alam (Takde siapa nak tengok muka kau lah. Perasan je.)

Itu aktiviti si abang a.k.a barber.

Si adik yang sengal pulak buat apa?

Bodoh tau dia nih. Hahahaha.

Tengok bawah!

 Hasil kerja tangan Daniel Omar (Made of sisa rambut I dan cebisan kertas)

Tu lah dia kalau dah species terlebih rajin dan otak kreatif sangat.

Lepas hampir 2 jam (lama gila kau potong rambut aku barber oi), akhirnya siap jugak. Tu baru sesi potong je. Nasib baik dia shampoo sekali. 

Duh! Nikmat! Bahah.

TAPI...

Kena basuh rambut sendiri T_T

Tak guna punya barber. Biar customer terkontang-kanting dengan penuh shampoo di kepala. Hish.

Finally!!! Settle semuanya!!!

Nak tengok apa dah jadi pada rambut saya?

Gugugugu.. 

Cantik tak? Cantik tak? Cakap cantik cepat.

Terima kasih kepada hairstylist baru saya (Eceh, nak ayat 'hairstylist' kan) di atas dandanan awak itu.

Sekian. Tata. Muah.

Time is Love

Let the person you care know bout how much you love them.

Because...

They won't really know what you feel.

As TIME passing you by, LOVE follows.

It might STAY with you if you take the chance.

It will LEAVE if you do nothing and let it slip away.

The moment you realize of what you just lost, it's UNREACHABLE.

It's TOO LATE. 

You Can't Turn Back Time.

Eceh. Mood loving lah pulak kau.

Bagi spoil page blog nih je. Bahah!

Good Nite :)

P/S : Sedap pulak tengok dorang makan maggi T_T!

Psst! Listen!

FUN is so much FUN! Hehe

 I like to have fun. We all do, aren't we?

If you knew me well, you'll know I never take things seriously.

I do what I want.
I won't care what people's gonna say.

As long as I'm not threatening somebody else life.

Everybody has their own right to do whatever they want.

Didn't we?;)

Oh, talking bout right..

It's my right if I wanted to keep certain things private.

I don't categorized myself as an attention seeker.

Because I'm keeping most of my secrets save with me.

I could say bout 80% of my story is still undiscovered by anyone?:)

Even by the closest person.

Proud of myself! Bahah.

I don't think it's a necessity to let people know what's on my mind.

Talking too much might be a mistake sometimes. Hehe.

Lessons learned! *Winks*

I made so much mistakes throughout my life that I regretted.

That I wish I could turn back time and undo it.

But hey, look on the bright side!

I did fall. Even worst than you think I do.

I don't blame anyone, but myself for the mistakes i made.

I was in so much pain. More than you could imagine.

But I manage to get back up.

Thinking that no one's gonna help me if I don't help myself first.

I'm glad I made mistakes.

For I learned and I grew up to be a better person.

Love? 
One mistake I made in the past.
Let's give it a rest at the moment.
Being with someone for 5 years doesn't promise you a happy ending.
I guess.
Don't push me to fall in love or to be with someone.
It doesn't work that way. In fact, I hate it.
I will when I'm ready.
I'm more than happy with the way I am now. 

So here I am.
I'm YOUNG. I'm SINGLE. I'm FREE. And I'm having FUN!

They say 'Live Life To The Fullest!' *Thumbs Up*

...

So let the secrets remain secrets shall we?

At least for me..;)

Tatkala Jam 3.40am

Nih bukan kita. Kita tak debab macam panda-panda nih T_T. Nih lukisan adik kita masa dia kecik-kecik dulu. Dia suka color sane color sini. Pastuh mak kita masukkan dia ke kelas mewarna. Maka, terhasillah karya di atas melihatkan 3 ekor panda umpama tengah menari joget. Kita pun tak tau lah panda-panda nih semua mewakili siapa sebenarnya.

Ni lah budak yang suka mewarna tuh. Debab nak mati budak nih T_T.
Jangan nak pandang dengan muka innocent. Tau lah kau comel.

Epp. Epp. Tengah tukar pampers pun kena tangkap gambar ke? Over lah kau nih. Kalah aku mase kecik. Takde pun gambar tengah pakai pampers. Sobs.

"Heh. Takde sape ke nak ngorat aku nih? Dah cukup macho dah style aku nih. Ketot sangat agaknya."

 Ape yang kau toleh-toleh, pandang-pandang? Takde awek cantik kat sini. 

Sebenarnya takde motif pun dalam entry nih. Kita rindu adik kita sebab call dia tak dapat. Itu saja. Sobs :'(

Memori Si Debab

Susah hati dan sedih T_T. Sobs. Kenapa? Sebab cousin kita, Ben, tegur kita dah kurus. Sobs. Macam orang dalam gambar di bawah.

Epp. Epp. Bukan orang berambut pendek itu ya. Itu lelaki. Kita bukan lelaki. Fokus kepada perempuan itu. Ye. KURUS SEPERTI KATE MOSS. Kalau dia kata hot macam Kate Moss, sedaplah juga telinga ni dengar. Urgh! Bulan puasa memang lah lagi kurus. Nampaknya kena makan lagi banyak lah ni. Malasnya. Ada sape-sape nak suapkan kita makan tak? Sweet u! Bahah.

Oh! Cakap pasal Ben, kita nak cerita something pasal dia. Budak ni masa kecik-kecik memang..*speechless*. Tak tau lah nak describe kan dia ni macam mana. Kalau dari segi fizikal, memang lah teramat comel. Dengan montel dia, bulat dia, debab dia, tambah lagi dengan ketot dia tu. Tapi jangan terpedaya dengan rupa paras dia. Bahaya budak ni.

Insiden pertama, budak ni dari dulu sampai sekarang obses dengan api. Kepada bakal isteri Ben, sila berhati-hati. Silap-silap rumah korang nanti jadi macam ni.

Pernah sekali ni, dia jumpa mancis api. Si comel yang debab ni pun naik lah tingkat atas dan masuk ke dalam bilik dia. Dia pun nyalakan lah mancis api tu. Agaknya dah lama dia simpan hasrat nak buat magic show, dia ambil penyembur nyamuk dan sembur kat mancis yg sedang berapi tuh. Korang boleh bayangkan tak budak kecil ketot debab buat macam tu? Habis terbakar tilam dalam bilik tuh T_T. Uncle I ingatkan budak nih dah hangus terbakar sekali sebab dia kata dia masuk je bilik tuh nampak sekujur tubuh atas tilam yang terbakar. Rupa-rupanya itu patung.

Insiden kedua, uncle I belikan dia kereta control mainan. Biasa lah tuh budak-budak lelaki main kereta control mainan. Tapi kalau dapat kat budak ni, memang dia takkan main. Habis tu dia buat apa? Dia ambil screwdriver dan bukak segala-gala apa yang boleh dibukak. Wayar, enjin, screw, tayar kereta semua entah ke mana. In the end, kereta control yang jangka hayatnya tak sampai sehari tuh bertemu ajalnya apabila bertuan kan budak ni. Lepas tu dia sorok tepi tong sampah dengan harapan lori sampah akan tiba secepat mungkin, hapuskan bahan bukti. Bijak, bijak.

Cukup cerita pasal budak nih. Tak sanggup nak sambung lagi sebab dia ada kat tepi I ni hah. Kang I senyum sorang-sorang terkantoi pulak tengah cerita pasal dia. Teehee. Nak tido pulak.

Ridin' Solo!

Oh! Sangat in the mood dengan lagu Jason DeRulo - Ridin Solo. Layan perasaan lah pulak kau nih. Hehe. Bukan jiwang ye. No no no. Cuma lagu ni kena dengan situation sekarang. So macam lagu tema kita sekarang. Amboi, bukan main lagi ayat kau puasa-puasa nih. Eh, tapi betul. Tak tipu. Bangun pagi kita dengar lagu nih. Bosan-bosan kita dengar lagu nih. Nak tido kita dengar lagu nih. (Cakap je lah kau dengar lagu nih 24 jam) T_T

Lagu nih untuk orang yang tengah single je ya (Kau single ke?). Orang yang tengah couple, sila jangan dengar lagu nih. Bahaya. Nak sambung layan lagu nih lagi. Jangan kacau. Babab nanti!

Tadaa!

Hello? Hello? Hello? Teehee. Kau ingat nih telefon ke nak hello pulak kan. Tau lah baru guna blog tapi jangan lah tunjuk kat orang betapa jakun nye kau. Heh. 

Mula-mula sekali, TQ kepada Mohd Khazreel Naim sebab dia yang tolong buat kan blog nih. Haa, ambik kau. Kau ingat nak bagi ucapan dapat award ke. Famous terus budak tuh. Bahah. Disebabkan kemalasan diri sendiri nak design blog (yang sebenarnya tak tau nak design blog), terpaksalah buat muka tak malu mintak tolong Naim design kan. Nasib baik tau dia design masa bulan puasa. Boleh lah uji kesabaran dia mintak tukar itu tukar ini. Ehe. Maaf ye Naim sayang. Bulan puasa bukan penghalang untuk aku cari pasal dengan kau. Teehee. Kalau tengok blog nih tak cantik, Naim punye kerje lah tu. Haha.

Post introduction nih sebenarnya sekadar nak mengata Naim je. Sape suruh cepat-cepat buat entry. Kan dah jadi topik utama. Topik perasmi blog pulak tuh. Mati lah aku kena dengan dia nanti. Bulan puasa tak boleh kutuk lebih-lebih. Nanti aku punya pahala puasa kurang, pahala puasa dia yang lebih. Tak baik tau macam tuh. Penat I puasa. Ehe.

Naim! TQ banyak-banyak tolong buatkan blog!;p